two years ago today

We found out two years ago today that we were pregnant with baby SC.  That was the one of the most wonderful days of my life.  The excitement and joy I felt that day was nothing I can even begin to explain.  I miss my baby so much that my whole body aches to know him/her, what he/she looks like, the sound of his/her voice.  No child will ever take the place of our first baby, nothing will ever take away the pain of losing our first child.