got figured out...

I was napping yesterday afternoon when someone from work called, I had S answer it.  So today when I saw that person he was teasing me about napping and he asked "are you pregnant?"  Being the horrible liar I am, I said yup!  He said he knew as soon as S said I was napping....I mean come on who doesn't nap during the middle of the day?!  It was sort of fun to let someone in our secret :)

happy 1st day of spring!

It's pretty crazy to me that I will be pregnant through all of the seasons, even if it was only a little of winter (which felt like summer) and fall (which usually feels like summer still).

keep growing baby

Our baby is continuing to grow wonderfully!  He/she is measuring 8 weeks and has a heartbeat of 179, he/she is even starting to grow arms and legs.  This is such a huge milestone for us!

I don't think I have ever been more anxious than I am today.  I actually woke up feeling not pregnant and worried that something was wrong, now I just feel anxious and sick to my stomach.

go away nerves!

I just wish my nerves about tomorrow's ultrasound would go away, I don't think it helps that this is when we've found out when we lost both our babies end of 7 weeks.  Many prayers for tomorrow!

daylight savings

Daylight savings has kicked my butt!  I'm already tired 24/7 but then to have daylight savings thrown in there...it's horrible.  I've never really been a person who is bothered by time change but if I could stay in bed all day I'd be so happy!

we have...

A BABY AND A HEARTBEAT!  Baby is measuring 6 weeks 6 days (a day ahead) with a heartbeat of 138.  We go to the OB in a week and will have another ultrasound then.

The yolk sac is on the right and baby on the left.

scared

I'm feeling really scared and anxious about our ultrasound today.  I wish I could just be excited about it instead.

first real craving...

Today I had my first real craving for...taco dip!

5 weeks 6 days

I still can hardly believe we're pregnant!!!  It's still very early but we are trying to be very hopeful that this baby will be in our arms in October.  So far I have been extremely tired and have been having some weird cravings like for fast food, no worries I don't always give into that one.  Like my other two pregnancies fruit has been a huge life saver especially pineapple, apples, and pears.  We are anxiously waiting for our first ultrasound next Wednesday.  We are praying everyday, every minute that this baby stays put.