2 years ago

It was 2 years ago that we found out about our first pregnancy.  It just so happens that my cycle is following the same days as it did 2 years ago...kinda crazy!  It makes me kind of nervous at the thought of getting pregnant this month because of losing baby SC 2 years ago and that all the dates would be the same if I were to get pregnant this cycle.  I know I have no control over what happens if I get pregnant but I had the same fears with baby Sweet Pea and having an ultrasound at 7 weeks 6 days since I was that far along with baby SC when I started bleeding and found out I had a miscarriage.  In no way do I NOT want to get pregnant this cycle it just scares me a little more than I think it will anyway.  And to top it all off it could make for a crappy Thanksgiving if I'm not pregnant and to follow that up Christmas too...oh how I hate trying.