new decision

After many long discussions yesterday and the unset of my period, we've decided to do one more IUI while finding a new OBGYN or RE to discuss other options.  My head and heart are so torn in completely different directions at this moment.  All I can do is pray that this is what is right for us and the Lord will give us strength and guidance through this journey.  S and I are struggling very much right now with our faith,  many prayers for that would be greatly appreciated as well as a successful cycle.