It's crazy how quickly feelings can go from "good and hopeful" to "horrible, down, sad, angry, etc" all in the matter of 2 days. I'm feeling pretty angry at the world that we can't just have a baby, that we have to pay thousands of dollars just for an attempt at having a baby, so angry that there feels like there is no end in sight. Then when I start feeling angry I get angry for being angry. I'm angry about how destructive this has become in our life; emotionally, physically, financially, mentally, our faith is continually tested and questioned. I pray that we do not have to do this again and that my "feelings" of this did not work this month are wrong.
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